where you’d like to be in 10 years.
somewhat settled down and accomplished enough to where i can live comfortably by creating things for people to buy online or something. i don’t know. is it weird that i haven’t thought out my future this far yet? it’s sort of scary and i can’t think about the future without getting this scary amount of anxiety that settles at the bottom of my stomach and is just waiting to come out in the form of my tears and panic. i love drawing and painting. granted, i may not be very talented and perhaps not even good enough to make a living off of doing that… i don’t know. i’m not very good at anything, but i know what i do in the future will have to be based on me being able to be creative and being capable of using my hands and mind. in 10 years, i’d love to be able to just… do. do something and be able to afford being spontaneous every once in a while. i want to be content with how successful i got at that point in life and i want to be able to feel pride in myself and my doings. i just don’t want to be twenty-six and feeling regretful because i never took that chance to create things that cause people to feel and think. i just don’t want to be sitting in a cubicle and staring out a nearby window wondering “what-if”. i guess in 10 years, i’m just hoping i’ll be happy.
your current relationship, if single, discuss how single life is.
hm, the single life? quite boring, to be honest, but only when i want it to be. the great thing about being single is that you could really do anything and i don’t mean fuck around with other people without being tied down by being in a relationship. i mean… you can do whatever you want and not have to worry about another person. though sometimes i wish i had someone to constantly think about and consider, being single for so long has made me realize that i crave my alone time and any minute i have throughout the day to spend on me. i love me time. it’s the best time of the day. i don’t have to force myself to text someone about what i’m doing and i don’t need to put effort into wondering what he’s thinking and shit. i am scared, though. i’m scared that i’ll never want to not have me time. i’ve adapted so much to being by myself and working around my own schedule. i don’t know… it would be wonderful to have someone to wonder about all the time, but i’m not going to push it. all the boys at school suck anyways.
permalinkDay 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about…
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